Monday, January 31, 2011

FASHION MOMENT - Part Two...

*I hope you enjoy reading this post as much as I enjoyed living it! Truly an amazing day!

After being in the world of menswear for a week , I was ready to dig my teeth into the world of sparkling stilleto's , glorious gowns and sexy leather leggings - I was having womenswear withdrawals so while on my way back from the shoot with Seventh Man I was told Sarah Cobb was shooting for french fashion publication L'Officiel magazine , my head almost exploded at the mere thought of being apart of it. L'Officiel - outside of Vogue - is one of the most highly regarded French Fashion publications. Its edgy, world class reputation is recognised worldwide.
When I recieved the brief - a spring summer trend story shot on 5 models in group sequences my head started spinning. 5 models , 10 trends - makes 50 looks. Including Shoes, Jewellery, Accessories - i'm talking bags, hosiery, scarves, gloves, sunglasses, hats - you name it we need it - it was shaping up to be a mammoth task for myself and the 1st assistant Faye. Mammoth , maybe , exciting , DEFINITELY! The trends varied from Animal Print and Block Colours to Leather & Stripes. Before I could say '...we need to call in the new green striped Prada wedges' it was Friday morning and time for the shoot. I woke up anxious and excited, not only was I assisting on shoot for one of the most elite style publications , it was also my first time assisting Sarah on a shoot and I was determined to make a good impression and soak up as much wisdom from her expertise as I could. I arrived at Sarah's at 8.30am to collect all the cases of couture to be shot for the day. A toal of 3 large suitcases and 6 large bags full of fashion goodness. As I got into the car the driver made his way to the studio and I made a quick emergency phone call to my mum for a pre-shoot prep talk. "Don't be nervous Deni you'll do great" - with those words we pulled up to the entrance and it was time to get started. The studio was huge , the biggest i've seen so far , the models were in hair & make-up and photography & crew snacking on bagels & fruit provided for breakfast. I started to unpack the cases seperating the clothes into trends. Boxes of looks hot off the runway were being sent to the studio all morning and when a box of Balmain arrived I almost squealed (my favorite brand of the moment) - out of the box I retrieved an amazing black leather baseball style jacket , silver sleeves, white panels on the shoulder , a metallic B badge on one chest and a big Balmain written across the back shoulders. "Oh my god Denis that is so you , I think you need to try it on" , "I know right (says I as I slip into it thinking , thank god i'm sample size) ah its amazing" , "That is so cool on you" - and suddenly I stop and think , 'What , me and Sarah Cobb are having a RZOE/Brad moment' and I smile on the inside and get back to work. The first story is colour blocking and as we overload colour onto our super tall , super thin , extremley high-fashion models, I stand back in awe of Sarah's vision. To say she is an amazing stylist would be an understatement. Immediatley I felt inspired & before I knew it the girls were in front of the photographer ready for the first shot!
Following colour we went to neutral and soft hair and caramel tones were before me. What I loved about this story is that with such a simple trend as neutrals your challenged to still make it interesting and inspiring and make girls want to wear tan , nude & taupe tones in their own way. Up next was my favorite category , a Biker-Leather style story , one of my favorite trends and a style that always inspires me. What I most enjoyed about this story was that the collaboration of ideas between Sarah and myself was really flowing , apart from the fact that she's extremley down to earth and so easy to work with yet extremley hard working - she was genuinely interested in my opinion and took my point of view seriously. As the girls stood before us leather clad with biker chic feirceness they posed and played it up for the camera's like the proffessionals they are. Its so amazing how a GREAT model stands out amongst the merely good & these girls were great - working off eachother , with each click of the camera a different look a new angle , being a model is not as easy people think yet these girls made it seem so effortless and chic!
Biker-Bad Ass out of the way it was time to turn to animal inspirations for our Animal Print story. An exaggerated play on prints textures and colours , print upon print of leopard was piled on the girls to bring out the animal inside. However for this shot we moved from inside the studio to outside in the freezing cold wind to shoot at a nearby playground. The models piled on their coats and I found myself assisting Amalie, a gorgeous 17 year old blonde dutch beauty as she was having difficulty walking in the sky-high Alexander McQueen heels I had put her in. Feeling bad I gave her a helping hand. The weather was beyond cold , freezing didnt even suffice for how cold it felt , but as soon as we got the the park the girls had to turn it on as the coats came off and the camera turned on. Posing by a big playground lizard the girls did an amazing job in the cold-chill.
As we walked back to the studio I continued a really interesting conversation with Amalie and it suddenly hit me that here was a seventeen year old girl being thrusted into a world of fashion , money , drugs , sex - when most girls are preparing for their Debutante Ball in high school. "You kind of forget how young you are in this world , age doesnt really exist" - she said to me and I felt a combination of excitement and sadness for her. As we returned back into the warm studio it was time to change into the next look before we headed back into the cold. The next story was romantic-lace and truly a beautiful fashion moment. The following day I had lugged around a box almost the same size of me , containing one amazing Giambattista Valli tulle ball-gown style skirt. The pain it gave my arms & shoulders seemed suddenly so worth it once on the model paired with a Chanel vest. In a second all the pain I endured lugging that box around , was forgotten, I imagined that's what having a baby must feel like for mothers - hours of pain but as soon as the glowing result arrives you forget it - it was my little fashion baby come to life! As the girls stood in a line it almost put a tear in my eye - they looked angelic , beautiful and ethereal.
We started off in the studio and the lovely Nicole flashed me a peace sign between takes -
However the photographer felt it wasnt giving off the right look , the soft feminine feel of the lace needed to be juxtaposed with something harsh & more gritty , so we took to the streets & the side lane by the studio proved the perfect location , for the poor girls however it meant freezing yet again with next to nothing on underneath their sheen lace outfits - bundled up they stood there but once the coats came on and the camera started working I felt like time stood still , the girls looked amazing and as they stood there ready for each shot I couldnt get over just how incredible this was all going to look! As I said bye to the team and got on the train to make my way to work (yes , interning doesnt pay the rent folks so i've been working a night job also doing more or less 13hour days Monday to Friday) something came over me as I sat looking out the window. Somewhere in the daily grind of working in Fashion sometimes I forget to stop and appreciate what I'm experiencing. I suddenly thought back to the young boy who saved his money each month to buy all his favorite fashion magazines and obsess over every fashion shoot just praying that one day he would be a part of that world - and now he was. What I experienced on shoot last Friday was so amazing that as I sat there reflecting on my day I was overwhelmed with emotion , tears started building up in my eyes. Happy tears, tears that said 'Deni you are so lucky to be doing this you're dreams are coming true' and for a moment I reminded myself that I was exactly where i'm meant to be. In an amazing city making my dreams come true - even if it means I've had to run around London carrying boxes and suitcases weighing down my scrawny arms with designer clothes - it will all be worth it one day - now more than ever I am more determined to make those dreams a reality xoxo Deni

Saturday, January 29, 2011

did someone say FASHION MOMENT - Part One...

*warning this is a long post , pour yourself a glass of wine or embrace the British and make yourself a cup of tea (I will have drank 2 cups whilst writing this post) and enjoy...

If someone was to tell me the first month of TWENTY-ELEVEN would be hectic-manic-crazybusy-beyond-belief , that would be an understatement! It all started in the last week of TWENTY-TEN when I thought I needed to start organising a very fashionable new year. Now, for those of you who don't know , many high calibre stylists work with agencies, so like where a model will be signed to an agent to organise them work a Freelance stylist will work with an agency that does the same. One of the leading agencies in Europe is LGA , they represent Cheryl Cole's stylist (Victoria Adcock) and the fashion director of Elle among others. I emailed the agency a week after Christmas applying for any assisting opportunities that were available in the New Year. Assisting an LGA stylist is the equivalent of a aspiring race car driver assisting Michael Schumacher. With such a reputation and its elite recognition in the industry it was my first port of call. 3 week's later I received an email that would turn my January into MAYHEM. Sarah Cobb , former Contributing Editor to Dazed & Confused and AnOther magazine , is an incredible Stylist who's styles for many high-end edgy international fashion publications. Her style is truly inspiring and whilst on the LGA site her work stood out to me among the rest.
So when I was told by her 1st Assistant that LGA sent over my CV and whether i'd be interested in assisting Sarah , I sprung out of bed and called her immediately and with the question "Can you start tomorrow..." my life turned into Fashion overdrive! My first day with Camp Cobb involved running around London visiting various Fashion PR's , 'pulling' clothes for a shoot for Italian Fashion Magazine FLAIR , I had 2 days and a brief of 'Long , Fluid , Layering' to work off and suddenly I was brainstorming which labels we should pull from. After 2 long days of running around we finally had enough clothes , shoes & accessories to send Sarah off to shoot on location in South Africa and a sense of accomplishment overcame me - until of course it was time to prep for the next shoot. In the mean time , the 1st Assistant (Faye) flat mate was the Fashion Co-Ordinator at uber-cool mens style magazine SEVENTH MAN and when she called Faye asking for an assistant on a trend story they were working on , I was put forward and before I knew it I went from the world of women's straight over to menswear.As I arrived to 7TH MAN HQ I was given the brief - Sports Luxe - and was told that I would be doing all the press appointments on my own as the team was busy co-ordinating the shoot. To be given that sort of trust on the first day was daunting to say the least but made me want to prove myself even more. With my first appointment at The Communication Store one of London's leading Fashion PR Agency's I pulled some great Versace, Missoni & Christopher Kane and as I made my way to the next appointment it suddenly hit me that I was running around this amazing city they call London, surrounded by my favorite thing in the world - Fashion and again I reminded myself how lucky I was to be apart of this - slowly making my dream come true. At day's end I returned to HQ to show the team some of the looks I pulled. The Fashion Editor was thrilled and the team really impressed with my choices and I left feeling slightly elevated on the cloud 9 I call Fashion! While prepping for the Sports Luxe shoot the team told me they were shooting a trend story on the weekend and asked if I'd like to assist - I jumped at the offer and was ready to work on my first mens-fashion shoot. When Sunday morning rolled around , after a night out on the dance-floor's of Soho , with only 3 hours sleep I stepped into my cab (I decided to treat myself the luxury) and arrived *Marc Jacobs shades to cover last night's hangover* at the studio's for 9am...eek! Determined, however, to make a good impression & work my ass off - the minute I was organising the rails the clothes spoke to me and my hangover was cured!The story of the shoot was Floral Print , a typically feminine aspect of fashion however the challenge was to make it cool and masculine yet embracing a softer vibe. Styling women is fun , its almost too fun at times because you can simply go to town and play dress ups - the difference with menswear is you need to keep it 'male-appropriate' however it needs to be fashion forward and inspiring and spending the day on shoot made me realise how interesting a challenge it is and I really enjoyed it. Working with the fashion director was a dream , an incredible stylist he was really open to my opinion and ideas and it felt more collaborative then simply assisting. The
looks came together beautifully and pushed some boundaries in a cool edgy way. That feeling when you nail a look , is one of the greatest feelings and when the whole room feels it, its electric!
Working with boys who are easy on the eye and really fun to work with doesn't hurt either , but in all seriousness I really found myself loving being on a menswear shoot and some of the looks we put together were really inspiring which ultimately is what fashion should be all about. Before you could say 'I need to rest' the Sports-Luxe shoot came around 36 hours later. As I arrived to the North London studio's (this time by public transport) I was transported from 'Floral & Soft' to 'Sports, Street & Edge' - the theme of the day was an exaggeration of sports-wear in a futuristic super human type way. I had in front of me nylon, leather, futuristic prints & colour
As the Fashion Editor & I styled the looks together I really started to get a feel for menswear and really trying to push myself. The result was brilliant & the looks came together so well. Slightly more high-fashion than Sunday's shoot , the Sports-Luxe story was not for the faint-hearted. The styling was edgy, super cool and I was in my element as the model worked it...
As I got on the train home I felt so inspired to view mens fashion in a completely different light! I really look forward to continue working with the SEVENTH MAN team but no rest for the wicked as they say and before I could gasp for air I was prepping for the biggest womenswear shoot I've ever worked on...all the details coming soon in Part Two xoxo Deni

Saturday, January 1, 2011

...farewell 2010

When I think back on the year that's been , it literally makes my head spin. I can hardly believe some of the opportunities I've had , experiences I've gone through, incredible people I've met, friends I've made and amazing situations I found myself in. I thought I'd do this post to toast an incredible year & welcome the year that is now before me... I thought I'd do it in a fun light-hearted way , looking back at some of my favorite things throughout the year along with the highlights & some low points of the year , as with good experiences come bad and with no regrets these are the trials & tribulations that make us the people we are & help us grow as individuals...
Let's get this rundown started!

Highlights of 2010

London Fashion Week
When I think to my first LFW in February of 2010 , as I worked the shows while interning at Goodley PR - it gave me a taste for what the fashion Industry was really about and made me feel like I was finally in the right place. Fast Forward to LFW September 2010 and now a freelance stylist I was attending shows and relishing in the whirlwind rollercoaster ride that was LFW. My London Fashion Week experiences so far can be summed up in one sentence - 'Is this really happening to me...' - I couldn't stop thinking this as I found myself showing Carine Roitfield (former Editor of French Vogue & one of my all time Hero's) around the Meadham Kirchoff collection, hand under her arm like two old friends. I couldn't stop thinking this as I sat 2nd row at Julien Macdonald in the beautiful Banquet House location , sitting behind Editor of Japanese Vogue Anna Dello Russo (also another hero of mine) or the ultimate , attending the Vivienne Westwood show which ultimately was so overwhelming it brought me to tears. Here's to more London Fashion Week adventures in 2011...

Special Event
Over the course of the year I've been lucky enough to work & attend various events. From store openings, to magazine & film launches followed by more upscale events during LFW & the Q Music Awards After Party. One night however is a night I will never forget - when as fate would have it on the same night the PR agency I'd at the time started working for was hosting a private event with the guest of honour being my Idol Kylie Minogue , which happened to coincide with the Glamour Woman of the year awards. In the one night I met the Divine Miss M & still smile like a child when I think how she shook my hand and called me a 'sweety' , shortly after I was whisked away to the white marquees at Berkley Square with my client and friend Seema to attend the Glamour Awards VIP After Party, where we rubbed shoulders with Florence Welch, Dizzee Rascal, Amanda Holden & Tinie Tempah. Truly a night I will never forget.

An amazing job!
The career prospects that followed me through 2010 were each amazing and fulfilling in their own way. From my first internship in Fashion PR , to then being made a Press Assistant with the amazing Tamara Kretzer PR - I learned about the fashion industry from a completely different angle and loved every minute of it. My own freelance styling has further developed and my client base expanding and then at the end of the year I scored an internship with InStyle magazine working alongside my fashion styling hero Natalie Hartley. I am so greatful & feel so blessed for each opportunity I've been given - its been quite the ride!

Wireless Music Festival
In the summer of 2010 my dream came true and I got to see the musical genius & one of my favorite artists Jay Z Live in Hyde Park. Words cant quite describe how amazing it was. It will forever be the greatest Live Performance I've ever seen. Pure genius!

Low-Point of the year

And so a Chapter ends...
I never imagined coming out of a relationship would be easy, but no one could have prepared me for infact how difficult it would truly be. Break-Ups are hard in any circumstance but then you're thrown into a scenario where you feel as though your whole world is crashing down and when you need your mother's hug the most you're on the other side of the world & suddenly you've never felt more alone. Someone once told me that matter's of the heart are never simple - well that is the understatement of the year. However there is a positive to every negative and coming out of a 2 year relationship in a foreign country when essentially you can only rely on yourself , has taught me so much about myself. What doesn't kill us only makes us stronger and at the end of the day life is full of lessons and this chapter in my life was a journey in which I learnt a lot along the way. It has to be said that without the amazing support of the incredible friends I've made in London and the incredible support my family & friends have shown me even from the other side of the world, I don't think I would be where I am today. Love is an amazing feeling & though along with it can come heartbreak but I would do it all again in a heartbeat, life is too short for regrets. So it is with this Low-Point that I will learn & grow from in 2011...

My Favorite Albums of 2010

2010 was all about the Hip Hop music scene and though there were many amazing musical offerings across the year , the 4 albums that are at the top of my list are as follows. Local London newcomer Tinie Tempah took the music world by storm with 'Disc-Overy' offering track after track of an amazing mix of hip hop & electronic beats. I saw him live at Wireless Music Festival &
thought he played in a tent & not on the main stage he had the tent overflowing with people who didnt stop dancing & singing along to his fly lyrics. Nicki Minaj is to Hip Hop what GaGa is to Pop - controversial , attention seeking and FUCKING TALENTED! 'Pink Friday' shows every aspect of Nicki's talent , rapping , singing , writing & producing. Pure genius! Kanye West , love him or hate him you can't deny his talent. Rolling Stone called My Beautiful Dark Twisted Fantasy the record of the year and only just having really becoming obsessed with it I wouldn't disagree. Its constantly on repeat on my iPod & 'All the Lights' is a track of pure genius! It goes without saying that this was Rihanna's year. That Hair. That Song. Those Killer Live Performances , LOUD truly is an album you can put on and from start to end love every single track! Since its release I haven't stopped listening to it! Amazing!

My Favorite Songs of 2010


Kelis - Acappella That Beat. The David Guetta production. The hyponitizing vocals. This was a summer anthem. When I hear it I think of balmy London nights, full of dancing & Pimms!
Bruno Mars - Just The Way You Are Everytime I hear it It gives me goosebumps. I feel like you hear it and you just want someone to serenade you with the song. Add to the mix it featured on Glee and before you know it its a track that i'll always associate with 2010!
Far East Movement - Like a G6 The first time I heard this track was in an episode of Gossip Girl. I immediately downloaded it and its by far one of the coolest tracks i've ever heard. It makes me think of dancing all night & feels like the kind of track that would be played at a fashion show. Very Very Cool.
Katy Perry - Teenage Dream This song makes me want to fall in love again. That feeling of
floating on a cloud so intoxicated by that feeling that you do feel like you're a teenager all over
again. Also featured on Glee this season - its a guilty pleasure and very lovable!
Rihanna - Only Girl in the World Without a doubt the most played song of the year. The
Biggest anthem to be released all year its an absolute firework of a song. It explodes and leaves you wanting more. Its such a feel good track that no matter how many times I hear it , I find myself dancing in the street.

My Fave TV Show of the Year


It was the UK Reality TV Sensation of the year - The Only Was is Essex followed the lives of these tan-tastic Essex locals and did everything a reality show should do - provide entertainment, give us new catch phrases and ended up in every glossy rag on the news stand. Because one of my best friends is from Essex and before the show aired I had many a time frequented the clubs and the culture that feature on the show It was a personal favorite and a highlight of weekly TV. My favorite - the cutely ditzy Amy - such a sweet funny and like-able character & with Seasons 2 & 3 confirmed there's plenty more Essex to come! Yay!

My Favorite Film of the Year

Although 500 Days of Summer came out late 2009 , I didn't see it until January 2010 and a year on its still by far my favorite film of the year and one of my favorite films full stop. Such a beautiful yet heart-wrenching story of Love but not a typical love story and though I'm a huge fan of cheesy rom-com's , the realness of this film is so refreshing & its so beautifully made.

THE YEAR AHEAD...

On a nostalgic day during cold December after watching Eat Pray Love I felt a sudden burst of inspiration to make a list of 10 things I wanted to achieve in 2011. Some things are big and come down to timing with a little bit of fate while other things are little & easier to achieve but each is something I want to do for myself...

1. Travel to an amazing city alone & embrace it!
2. Establish myself as a successful up & coming Stylist.
3. Put myself out of my comfort zone & do something extreme like skydiving!
4. Give something back to my parents , something they've always wanted but haven't got around to doing/buying etc...
5. Throw a fabulous intimate dinner party and cook everything myself
6. Give back to the world/my community. Do some charity/volunteer work
7. Make more time for my brother. A weekly/fortnightly chat , just us two catching up on life
8. Allow myself one splurge/investment purchase
9. Take care of my body inside & out , eat better, exercise, meditate. Make that connection with the real me again, regain my confidence & a sense for the person I am & want to be...
10. Fall in Love! All consuming , can't live without each other , butterflies in your stomach LOVE!

That's it for me peeps! Happy New Year , looking forward to see what 2011 has in store for us xoxo Deni